Gina i have lit a candle for you just now because when I lost you i wish i could see you one more time come walking through the door but i know that is impossible i will hear your voice no more. I know you can feel my tears and you don't want me to cry yet my heart is broken because i can't understand why someone so precious had to die i pray to god will give me strength and some how get through as i struggle with this heartache that came when I lost you love always theo xxxxxxx my blue eyed angel xxxxxxx.